just me here

I first prepare the guacamole (did you know that guacamole is just smashed avocados?) I then lightly fry the corn tortillas in a small amount of olive oil then finally begin the base of my sauce.

Here is what I do: I toss the poblano peppers, onion, garlic, calabaza, corn off the cob, and tomato in olive oil, salt, pepper then place on a baking sheet and roast until slightly blistered.  Trust me.

My hand aches from chopping veggies; I have bad circulation in my fingertips left over from 15 years of office work.  I was a writer.  I got paid for writing, then I got paid for marketing and creating events dealing with art.

Once the veggies are roasted, I chop them archaically with a blunt chefs knife (I can't afford new knives since I have quit my job). I then add Mexican crema and stir it all together to create a very composed, yet organic-free-flowing chunky sauce for my enchiladas.  If the sauce is too thick, I simply add chicken stock and that's usually the case.

What are these voices in my head?

I stuff each tortilla with guacamole, gently roll and tuck, then top with the organic sauce.  I finish them by adding fresh cilantro, oaxaca cheese and a lime wedge on each plate.  I love to garnish my food; I love to put food on display!  It's so colorful and lovely and just artsy looking, don't you think?  Food I eat needs to look pretty before putting it in my mouth.

I don't bake the enchiladas because you see, they are stuffed with guacamole and I was raised eating avocado straight from the shell, not heated or cooked, blegh. I'm appalled at a shit thing like that. Respect the fruit.

I prefer my plates of food to have a rustic look to them...sort of like me.  I'm rustic, I am...I have many edges, not just one, I have several corners that I balance thoughts upon.  I often anchor depression in a deep corner of my mind as the tip of my English speaking tongue...my primal tongue lightly twirls the sadness into oblivion.  I wear thick black on my eyes and carry myself in such a way.  It defines me, it hides me, it makes me primal.

Did I mention I'm 40? Well...I am. I. 40 and I'm trying this new thing where age is just a number.

I create place settings with music blaring.  Lit candles are my specialty at dinner and always a pitcher of fresh brewed iced-tea.   I like it fairly sweet and eye-wakening with lots of lemon.

Palms together and eyes closed.

Delicious Low Carb and hearty meal: Turnips Au gratin & Chicken Fried Steak!

Hello friends,

It's been a while since I've updated my blog, although I have been working on many delicious healthy recipes, and have some inspiring writings, and movie recommendations I'd like to eventually share on my blog; all in good time.  Since I have a moment I wanted to post a recipe I prepared for tonight's dinner:

Turnip Au gratin with Chicken Friend Steak, a low carb and healthy version of your typical steak and potatoes meal.  This meal total has only 9 net carbs per serving, and I'm thrilled about that since I've lowered carbs out of my diet my eliminating simple carbs, also known as white carbs like potatoes, rice, cereals, etc.

In just 2 weeks, I've dropped 15 pounds, and for the first time since I can remember completed 10 military style push-ups, so needless to say what I've been doing has been working nicely for me.  Please note that I am not on a quest to lose weight, but along with my diet it's been a wonderful plus and advantage for me.  Please also note that I drink 6-8 full glasses of water per day, and do yoga and core exercise about 20 min per day as well as take multi vitamins.

Not to interrupt myself,  but let me please share my recipe with you!

Turnip Au gratin:
2 turnips, peeled and thinly sliced (I used a mandolin)
layer turnips with real butter, thinly slices of onion, salt, pepper and Parmesan cheese until the baking dish is halfway full from the top.  Pour about 1/4 cup of heavy cream, then top with bacon, cover in foil and bake in a 400 degree oven for 25 min. Uncover and bake for 5 so the dish can nicely brown.

Chicken Fried Steak:
Heat up 1/4 cup of grape seed oil in a skillet (about Medium heat)
In a dish, place 2 eggs and 2 tablespoons of milk; whip
in a separate dish, place about 1 1/2 cups of almond flour.  Add 1 tsp of salt, 2 tsp of pepper, and garlic powder; stir.
Place the pieces of round steak in the egg mixture, then flour mixture and directly into the hot skillet of oil (make sure the oil is hot). Brown the round steak on both sides and let rest on paper napkins to soak up extra grease.  Serve with a fresh tossed salad.

Meals such as this have helped me drop considerable weight and given me energy, but I've come to realize it's not so much what I'm eating...it's what I'm NOT eating.  I am addicted to carbs in all forms, especially simple carbs found in orange juice, cakes, potato chips, ice cream, etc.  I already love veggies and fruits in all their forms, and previously dropped 20 pounds through juicing in the past year.  I've come to realize that the only way to kick the habit is to eliminate simple carbs from my diet, then slowly reintroduce complex carbs such as fruits, and other healthy & delicious foods in moderation to live a healthy balanced life.

Please email me at flowerpowermediasource@gmail.com for any questions, or feel free to comment on my blog :)  Thank you!  Evana

Fresh Juice

We recently retired our old juicer and purchased a very affordable "Power Juicer Express" from Bed Bath & Beyond - I have to say that I love our new juicer and it has been getting a lot of use!  This machine is quiet, and makes a very smooth juice and leaves behind a very dry pulp, so it's getting the most our of our fruits and veggies.  We first started juicing over a year ago when our city first introduced a Farmer's Market, we stay up to date on food news and had recently watched a documentary of the health benefits of juicing

titled "Fat Sick and nearly Dead" needless to say, we took advantage of the fresh produce in our area and began scouting fresh raw  - pesticide free - fruits and veggies.  I took a juice challenge and lost a total of 20 lbs in 3 weeks by adding fresh juices to my diet, since then I have maintained the weight loss, and juice at least once a day in place of a meal or make it part of a complete and healthy meal.

We have our favorite juices and I will share a couple of my recipes.  The juice shown is one of my favorite combinations, Carrot/Beet/Melon juice: 

4 large organic carrots, 1 cup of fresh melon, a small piece of fresh ginger, and 1 fresh beet

another one of my favorites is Cucumber, Green Apple, basil and Kale:

2 cups of organic kale, 1 cucumber, 1 green apple, and mint or basil to taste.

You can google juice recipes and find your own favorites - using fresh local ingredients is a bigger health benefit plus you're supporting local growers and farmers creating a sustainable diet.

Eggplant Parm Pizza

This might look sinful, and it might be, however it's meatless and I use very little cheese plus a whole grain wheat crust.

I call this eggplant parm pizza because it's everything you would find on a plate of eggplant parm sandwich, but in pizza form.

Recipe is easy as follows

• enough raw dough for 1 pizza, or premade crust
• tomato sauce (jarred or make your own) I made my own using crushed tomatoes, garlic, butter, onion, and basil
• cheese
• bread crumbs
• eggplant and mushrooms
• olive oil

For the dough: I purchased raw whole grain olive oil dough and stretched it out then placed it on a baking sheet and baked half way through

For the eggplant: I then cleaned, peeled and sliced the eggplant into circles - I soaked the eggplant in milk, salt and pepper to taste.  Place bread crumbs on a platter and season with salt, pepper, parm cheese and garlic powder, roll the eggplant in the bread crumb mixture and shallow fry them in a pan of heated olive oil.  When eggplant is ready, place on paper towel to drain.

For the sauce:  In a pot sautee garlic, a pound of finely chopped mushrooms and onion in olive oil and butter until soft, add crushed tomatoes and basil

Pizza: flip the crust over, add tomato sauce (I use about 2 cups), then add cheese and bake for a remainder of about 10 minutes until cheese bubbles, take out and add the fried eggplant, parm cheese and bake for a few more minutes.

done and delish!  Eat with a salad!

Easy Stir Fry

Easy stir fry

Hard days call for simple meals.  Choose an array of fresh veggies and toss in olive oil, then stir fry on high heat for 3 minutes until tender.  I added fresh ginger, garlic and soy sauce and served with steamed rice.

Roasted Calabaza and Elote with Mexican herb rice

Roasted Calabaza and Elote with Mexican herb rice

Ingredients for Calabaza: Corn on the cob (4) Zuchinni or squash (5 depending on size) Onion (1 large or 2 medium) Fresh Garlic Poblano pepper (1 large) Olive Oil fresh lime juice 1 can of crushed tomatoes Cumin Chili Powder Cilantro Salt/Pepper Ingredients for Fresh Herb Mexican Rice 1 cup of rice 2 cups of veggie stock 1/4 cup of crushed tomatoes 1/2 cup minced onion 2 tablespoons minced garlic 1 cup fresh cilantro 1 tspoon of fresh oregano, or rosemary salt/pepper Cumin I posted this photo on facebook and received some messages wanting the recipe. Calabaza is one of my favorite dishes, traditionally it's cooked with chicken on the bone, however it's just as delicious without it and you don't miss the chicken at all, in fact I serve this dish with avocado, so it's a very satissfying meal even for meat lovers alike. I recommend toasting all of the spices, it just adds a nuttiness and brings out the true flavor of the spice - even black pepper, I enjoy toasting fresh ground black pepper and not just "throwing it into a dish". I am not a vegetarian, but I do eat vegetarian meals at least 4 days during the week and promote healthy living. Calabaza: First off, this recipe of Calabaza is all vegetarian, I start off my choosing vegetables: Calabaza (which is zuchinni), I also use corn on the cob, yellow squash, yellow onion, poblano pepper and garlic, and place all the veggies (minus the corn) on a baking sheet, drizzle with olive oil, salt, pepper, 1 teaspoon of cumin, and roast in a 350 degree oven for about 10 minutes. While the veggies are roasting, I clean the corn, and cut it from the cob, and toss it in olive oil, salt, pepper, lemon juice, 2 teaspoons of chili powder, and about 4 cloves of fresh minced garlic, and cook it in a heated pan until just tender, then add the roasted veggies and pour in a can of crushed tomatoes, then simmer for 10 minutes until tender with adding the cilanto, last for garnish Herb Rice: heat 1 tablespoon of olive oil in a pan, add onion, garlic and rice - cook until light brown. Next, add cumin, oregano and crushed tomatoes, salt and pepper. Last, add the cilantro bring to a boil, cover and lower heat then cook for 14 minutes. Serve entire meal with fresh avocado slices and corn tortillas! YUM :) I hope you enjoy this recipe.

Arugula Salad topped Pizza

Friday evenings are very low key in our home - I made a pizza topped with arugula salad/olive oil/parm cheese

I had some pre-made dough and left over tomato sauce from a batch of pasta, so I pretty much threw all of these ingredients together to make a healthy looking delicious meal. You can't go wrong with pizza on a Friday night, netflix a movie and you have a perfect evening :)

roll out dough
top with sauce
pile on the cheese - bake

toss greens with olive oil, salt, pepper and parm cheese and top on pizza, serve.